*Sheeesh* I said and collapsed back on chair just noticing a dull smiley making a mockery of my hard work gone waste.

However, Google Help group has this to say about it:

You may see this message if a website crashes or if you force a webpage to close using the Task Manager. Sometimes multiple websites might share a single computer process, depending on how you opened them. If you force-close a webpage, the tab containing the webpage in question and its associated tabs all display an ‘Aw, Snap!’ message. Try reloading the tab to see if the error persists.

Source: http://www.google.com/support/chrome/bin/answer.py?hl=en&answer=95669

The server made a boo boo

Dunno, why I get such whacky errors first thing in the morning while sipping a cup of lemon tea. : )

Realized it in a bit, its a common Apache error.

Talat Mehmood has given his mellow and famously trembling voice to legendary Dilip Kumar (aka Yusuf Khan) in the 1952 romantic classic called Daag (A Film by Amiya Chakrabarty).

Video

http://www.bollywoodhungama.com/broadband/video/eros-movie-songs/hs277O91/1/Dilip-Kumar-s-Daag.html

It’s four in the morning, the end of December
I’m writing you now just to see if you’re better
New York is cold, but I like where I’m living
There’s music on Clinton Street all through the evening.

I hear that you’re building your little house deep in the desert
You’re living for nothing now, I hope you’re keeping some kind of record.

Yes, and Jane came by with a lock of your hair
She said that you gave it to her
That night that you planned to go clear
Did you ever go clear?

Ah, the last time we saw you you looked so much older
Your famous blue raincoat was torn at the shoulder
You’d been to the station to meet every train
And you came home without Lili Marlene

And you treated my woman to a flake of your life
And when she came back she was nobody’s wife.

Well I see you there with the rose in your teeth
One more thin gypsy thief
Well I see Jane’s awake –

She sends her regards.
And what can I tell you my brother, my killer
What can I possibly say?
I guess that I miss you, I guess I forgive you
I’m glad you stood in my way.

If you ever come by here, for Jane or for me
Your enemy is sleeping, and his woman is free.

Yes, and thanks, for the trouble you took from her eyes
I thought it was there for good so I never tried.

And Jane came by with a lock of your hair
She said that you gave it to her
That night that you planned to go clear

– Sincerely, L. Cohen

~ Leonard Cohen (Songs of Love and Hate, 1971)

Song Analysis

[Due here.]
Trivia

• There is a cafe in Australia called Famous Blue Raincoat Cafe & Restaurant

On the wee hours of this day, I received couple of SMSes via Rediff Bol, from a friend’s friend full with hate remarks and all. I was surprised, like WTF? I don’t even know this guy very well, how can he lament on me in such a derogatory way, on that very moment I was just appalled. Maybe my close friend who went to hang out there overnight discussed a bit about me. This guy would have thought I won’t have an idea, but Rediff Bol cookies did the trick as his middle name was visible on the From field. Maybe, I’ve used internet and computers for too longer time to overlook this clue.

Anyway, being true to myself, leave alone being harmful to anybody, I’ve always tried to help my friends and family in whichever form I could. Maybe, this is what you get in return as “reward” and as a reminder to just serve your own ends and no need to step into others life.

I know its a bit tough time for me, rather a challenging time, and this incident has forced me to do a self-introspection. I asked to myself, what have I done wrong to him or for that matter his friend who remarked-out at me in that way? And I don’t consider it an isolated incident of getting bit high on couple of bottles of beer and jokingly saying that to somebody to whom you’ve never sent an SMS or e-mail with some positive thoughts. For them it could easily be a time pass and a thing to forget overnight.

It surely holds some form of truth some way or the other, maybe the discussion on various political and social issues with the aforesaid friend would have resulted in this. Or maybe, my way of using little sarcasm or dry black humor at times backfired at me. But, could he not understand that those were just jokes and not my internal thoughts about him. No, I don’t think he understood my viewpoint at all, maybe its all my mistake to comment on him such a way. But, why doesn’t he understand that I’m like this to everybody. The closer you are to me, the more open I’m with you.

First, I thought of hitting back at him and his friend like anything, I called up, but my mind did not allow me to abuse him and return back those derogatory remarks. My conscious just didn’t allow that, maybe I will talk to him after a day or two.

Now it’s anybody’s question, why the hell I’m writing it over here? Well, just to exert my anger I’m scribbling this down and also taking an oath at the same time, I will pull myself out of everybody’s life uselessly and adopt a way of self-help policy. I know it will be tough initially, as I just can’t utter the word “No” when somebody comes to me for help, but I have to learn this art anyhow. Also, this incident has given me a good enough lesson to keep this habit in limitation.

Leave me friend, you will get better ones, smart ones, rich ones, influential ones, successful ones, but leave me alone… Thanks for everything!